i cant believe that im this distracted
you, you preoccupy all my thoughts.
where dreaded econs watch from the sidelines
where all of this goes,
like a tea leaf unravelling in hot water
we'd only know in time,
in times of trial.

and already, im planning till december
is that wise?
not if God's not in the equation

and then
a mirage, a refraction of As will come
11th till 24th december.

when these hands clasp so tightly
what they treasure cupped within.